So I officialy have a job, a pretty darn good one might I add. It's at the local hospital working as a CNA. Right now I am only on call but as soon as summer starts hopefully I'll be full time. The good thing about being on call is that any floor or department can call me. On Friday I worked on Med-surge, which was a bit tiring beacuse I was on me feet the whole twelve hours. I really don't mind being there that long though, I love helping people and making them feel comfortable. I know when I have been in the hospital it was a little scary, so I try to make the patients feel at home as possible.
I have finally come to the realization that I have to be an adult now. It's actually really depressing, and I know that sounds really strange but it's true. I've always been a little kid inside, speaking of which I won the Easter egg hunt! But I can't be a little kid forever I guess. I'm dealing with some of the things that I thought I was rid of in the past, but they aren't going away...
Anyways crazy stuff going on this month! I've had two friends get married and another anouncement came in the mail, it's crazy crazy stuff! Well luckly I am not even close I'm not even close to that stage, and honestly I could care less. At this point in time I have no desire to have a boyfriend, I have lots of guy friends that are like brothers, and that's all I need.
Oh also have put in my application for Snow College, I'm way way way way way way way way way way way excited!
During these last few months of school I am EXTREMELY excited to get away from all the unnesssary drama. I really don't know how much more I can stand certain people. I finally got so pissed and threw a notebook at this really stupid air headed girl. She is too stupid to know I did it on purpose however... 
Kinda sad, I mean if a notebook hit you from across the room how on earth would you think it was an accident? Anyways just very happy very happy leaving those hell halls!
one look put's the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.
Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.
Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's got to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.
I see the way you go and say you're right again,
say you're right again,
heed my lecture
Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this worlds got to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
Face down in the dirt she said, this doesn't hurt she said I've finally had enough!
One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.
Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this worlds got to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
Face down in the dirt, she said this doesn't hurt, she said I've finally had enough!
Hello Hello Hello Everybody! L--O--N--G time no see. I ahaven't been on for awhile beacuse of me moving. It's only in the next town over but I miss my old house so much. Oh well it's a brand new house so I haven't quite gotten sick of it yet...
Anyways I'm taking a CNA class (Nursing Assistant) and the test is on Wednesday and I am so flippin freaked out about it! 
I really really hope I pass it.... I'm way scared! Well not much else going on... a couple of my friends are engaged. As for me, once again this Valentines Day will be 'Single awareness day' for me. Honestly I really am not that depressed. I mean sure it would be great to have a lover, but It's not an absolute at this moment in time... Well keep me in your prayers for that test of mine... Love to all!
