Seriously though, I don't know what my problem is.  Well then again I do, but I don't know how to overcome it.  I can't trust men anymore, its not that I'm sexist or anything like that.  Its beacuse that no guy has ever shown me that they aren't all the same.  At first they are amazing and caring, and then they turn into the biggest assess in the world!  With all these thoughts and feelings its hard to meet new guy friends.   Don't get me wrong, I have a lot of guy friends but I don't trust any guy to get 'involved' with.  Its riddiculous really...and pretty pathetic as well.  I know it has to do with past experiences, but i am just sick of getting hurt and giving guys the benefit of the doubt and then regreting that decision.  -sighs-  I gotta meet a guy to prove me wrong, but so far, hasn't happened and until it does, this feeling will stay the same.   The thing is, when guys start acting sweet and all that I get scared!  Cause I know the crash and burn is about to follow and I'll be hurt yet again.  You think I would be imune to all that now.  Honestly, I have so many walls built around me that I don't think anyone would care enough to break them down, which is my own fault... I need to get the courage to give guys a chance and not judge them like the others, even though its hard.